hello there. :)

(warning, this is a really long and more of an expressing my thoughts post)

sorry for the really late updates. 

been kinda busy/lazy lately. 

so decided to blog today cause i remember when i used to write all my sorrows and thoughts instead of outings events. 

basically i've been pretty depressed for the past few days. 

learned that i can't always have things MY way. 

at times you'll have to let faith take its way. 

***

but on a lighter note, i'm kinda happy about something. 

it just feels really good getting over THAT. 

been months. and it feels good. 

and i decided something personal.

to be there, and wait. to just let things go with the flow. 

because good things come to people who wait? hah. 

and to not take everything someone says too seriously. 

but you can't blame me for thinking in the first place. 

cause like the song, "what are words if you really don't mean them when you say them"

but still it's just a song. heh. 

*** 

and i look back months from today ALOT has changed. 

and i mean a lot. the thinking, the perception, the people, EVERYTHING. 

not all bad but still. 

and this makes me think that not everything is always permanent.

things change accept it and move on from that.

*** 

and time and time again i remind you all to always appreciate the ones you have now, you may never know when they may leave. 

*i'm sorry that this is going to be a really long and pointless post, but to me it's meaningful.*

i'll like to appreciate some of the people in my life.

♥ ♥ ♥ 

first i'll like to thank YOU

for always being there for me when i needed someone. 

for giving me opinions and for listening to me rant on and on. 

and really never giving up on me. ILY! 

i'm here for you toooo!

 ★

and to YOU

for always making me laugh and taking my mind of pointless stuff.

and letting me see things differently. :)

★ 

and to YOU

for being my friend and never getting sick of me even though we see each other almost everyday!

and i like how we can talk about practically anything!

idk what i'll do without youu. 

oh ya please stop being in love with YOU KNOW WHO. :PP

★ 

and to YOU 

for being here for me and being one of my closest friends i have this year.

i still don't know how this happened. LOL

although you may piss me off a lot i still really appreciate you as my friend. 

and i know you can't live without me. cause no one will listen to you rant like me. :PPP

★ 

and to YOU

for listening to me again and giving me the best advice i've had.

we may not be seeing each other a lot lately but i'll always remember you. 

because friends can grow up separately without growing apart. 

 ★

and to all the friends i've made this year. 

despite some bumps on the way this year, i am thankful i got to know everyone i met this year. 

memories i'll always save. :')

 ***

that was one long ass post. so back to reality. trails are on next week and i'm so not prepared!

PLAN TO DIEEEE. D: 

okay bye. :P

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

XX MAVIS.

WADDUPPP. XD

i'm gonna start updating this dead blog from now on. :P
so i got chicken pox last week thanks to darien. zzz
it's getting better now.
but i'm still quarantined for a few more days. hah.
well just a little update of 2011.
enrolled in disted college for S.A.M pre-u programme
so far it's been awesome.
met new people and old friends.
CNY is in 2 days and it sucks that i can't go anywhere.
but i'm alright. haha.
i've been watching a lot of hong kong dramas and series.
real lifeless i know!
okay. enough about my random ranting.
some pictures to brighten up this posttt.

you smile i smile. ;)

College Life.

i miss them. 

On pk's birthday. :)

The Lim sisters. :)

ex classmates. some are still my current classmates. :D

disted movie night. :)

Chicken pox are getting better i think 

oh lastly, i'm gonna have a 'word of the day' from now on.

today's word of the day. OMB, oh-my-bieber. HEEHEE. instead of ohmygosh. say oh my bieber. :D

P.S HAVE A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :)

XX Mavis

i guess after reading all that i kinda just a lil bit miss youu.
and the moments we had together.
the funny times. the crazy random ones. & the nice quiet times 
but but but what you did was unforgivable. >=(

end of story. chapter close

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